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Why was I promoted, and not someone else?

I don't know, why don't you ask the superiors?

I freaking know I'm the new girl.

I also know that I'm from the same batch.

So, why me? Again, I don't know.

Maybe it's because I got my dip earlier.

That's the only explanation I can offer.

But if they can't accept that, what can I say?

I don't think I suck up and kiss ass to get my way.

I definitely didn't beg to be promoted, lol.

I honestly did not expect to be promoted first.

I'm aware of the hierarchy/pecking order in the ward.

It truly wouldn't have bothered me much if I were the last among my

batch to be promoted, since I know it'd be coming along sooner or later.

It was supposed to be a happy thing for me, but it was marred by a request

to keep the "celebration" as quiet as possible, due to unhappiness. I have

never come across such a request before. It's baffling beyond belief. It's like the

promotion is something I should be ashamed of, like I don't deserve it.

Yea, so maybe I'm not a part of "the" circle.

(Probably because I refuse to buckle down and conform blindly.)

It's up to me who my friends are - you don't get to dictate that.

I know I'm not the epitome of a perfect person.

I know I have some shortcomings, but I do believe my

good points help to balance those negatives out a little.

What I really don't understand is, why those looks when I'm happy with someone?

We are already not on your fave list, so why those sidelong eyerolls?

I'm entitled to have fun with my friends too, ya'know. ;D

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