One thing's for sure :
I won't be crying my eyes out on my birthday this year. ^^v
I won't be crying my eyes out on my birthday this year. ^^v
I'll be a quarter of a century old. OMG. ;^;
And to think that once upon a time, I couldn't imagine ever reaching that age!
And next year I'll have five years of nursing experience.
OMG. Where the hell did the time go?!
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This post was originally started on my first night the other day.
I was pissed off because Ex #4 decided to Whatsapp me a full-stop.
Twice, a day apart. Like, what the fuck? Why the fucking hell do you still have my number?
Was whining to my parents about it, and Baba offered to get Mama to drive really close to him when he's on his bike, so that he'll fall into a longkang. Mama offered to post on his wall and scold him for the stupid messages. x)
How can I not love my family?!
Especially since I saw Baba's face when he caught me crying my eyes out last year on my birthday.
Could see the 180 degrees turn on his impression on him. And Mama agreeing that her princess is better than her replacement even though I can't cook and sew and stuff - that was just WOW! I guess she must be pretty pissed off to some extent to actually agree that he doesn't deserve me, even with all my faults. HAHAHA! x)
May I remind you, this is the mother who commented that I was the UGLIEST baby ever.
So for her to actually side with me, faults and all, meant a freaking lot to me. <3
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Three more months to THE DAY.
It felt like it was only last week when we made plans for this trip! *v*
Tickets are settled, accommodation paid for, shopping lists and to-do lists more or less planned...
And the bestest part ; WINTER CLOTHES!! :D
I am so loving my new pink coat. And unicorn-coloured scarf and hat.
And black/pink jacket. Aaaaand my gloves. :3
Mama was complaining that I didn't have to get the clothes here, because it'd be cheaper there.
I don't care! It's a trip of a lifetime, and I wanna look and feel nice! ^^v
And it's not like I'm getting married anytime soon, so I don't really need to save up like I did the past few years.
In a way I guess it was a blessing I became single again last year.
If I hadn't, I probably wouldn't have gone for the KL trip.
Wouldn't have gone through crazy times with the Cougars.
And the INSANE Whatsapp convos. HAHAHAHA!!
And definitely wouldn't have this trip to look forward to! ^^v
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Is it bad that whenever I see Dr NS, I feel like sitting down on his lap... And patting his hair?
Someone slap me, please!
I am so used to mentally molesting guys.
Because I'm fascinated with their ass, arms, voice etc.
But damn, Dr NS is an anomaly. -_-;
I seriously have NIL naughty thoughts about him.
I just want to pat his hair because he's is so FREAKING adorable!
His hairstyle is so dorky but I can't help finding it so cute.
Oh my god. Someone please please please drag me away from him.
Because I have a feeling I'll end up licking his hair like a cat after I pat his hair.
Maybe refer me to PSY as well, because this is definitely not normal for me.
Or for anyone, for that matter. x)
I finally understand why people are in disbelief when they find out I'm Malay.
Because my jaw dropped when I realized he's Malay too. HAHAHA!!
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Started laughing to myself in the wards the other day.
Because I realized that I've been using two items on an almost-daily basis that were from my first two exes, Reedwan and Sham. Reedwan's item was the Eeyore charm pendant, Sham's is the turtle keychain I use for my house keys.
I mean, I knew at the back of my mind that it was from them, laa.
I've been using Tum-Tum for years now, and the Eeyore pendant has been with me in the wards from day one.
It was initially on my name stamp, until I almost lost it when the chain snapped one day.
Ever since then I attached it to my name tag instead. x)
So all these years I've been explaining that I like Eeyores, and that my ex got me this pendant when we were still together. I didn't throw it away because 1) Reedwan's a nice guy, I had nice memories of our relationship. 2) He got me the pendant as a surprise. I didn't even asked for it - I just made a passing comment that it was such a cute Eeyore. And then he showed up with it the following week, and I was so touched. So I guess I kept it close to me to remind myself that guys really are capable of sweetness, and that a guy did love me alot, once upon a time.
I kept Tum-Tum because Sham got it for me, from Mini Toons.
He was always short on cash, so for him to get me something frivolous like a keychain just because we found it cute, meant alot to me. He even played with Tum-Tum and made jokes about him. I can't remember why exactly he decided to name the turtle Tum-Tum, but it stuck, hahaha. Things got bitter towards the end of the relationship, but I don't know why I still feel happy when I see Tum-Tum, and remember that one day at Suntec when he got me Tum-Tum.
So yea, about me suddenly laughing to myself in the ward.
It was around the time I got those two weird random "." Whatsapp messages from Fairuz.
It suddenly hit me like a ton of bricks that I was constantly using these two reminders of my exes, even when I was still with him. LOL. I can only conclude that I've become too desensitized to seeing the pendant and Tum-Tum over the years, up to the point where even though I know where they came from, it just didn't quite register in my head as "reminders of my exes".
And thinking back about how I happily still used them during the course of my last relationship... x)
Maybe it's only funny now because I find it HILARIOUS that I've been upset so many times because of his paranoia, when all along I had these two gifts. Kinda reminded me about the time he insisted he wanted to wear his white baju kurung, even though it was a set pair with his ex. I was unhappy, but what could I do?
So yea, that's why I found it so amusing.
It was kind of like payback for that, even though I realized it a few years too late.
Wasn't intentional on the payback thing, though! xP
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My patient snorted from laughter last night, about my comments on the Amazing SpiderMan.
It was his first time watching it and he asked me what I thought of it.
I told him it was fine, not a bad story, but my attention was mostly focused on Andrew Garfield.
And the scene where his ass jiggled when he dropped to the ground?
Totally unnecessary, but so totally worth the ticket price. HAHAHA!!
My patient just gave up on me after that. :P
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Someone was laughing when I said that I now have a new criteria for hubby candidacy ;
His mother better not be like someone I know. HAHAHAHA!!
And to think that once upon a time, I couldn't imagine ever reaching that age!
And next year I'll have five years of nursing experience.
OMG. Where the hell did the time go?!
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
This post was originally started on my first night the other day.
I was pissed off because Ex #4 decided to Whatsapp me a full-stop.
Twice, a day apart. Like, what the fuck? Why the fucking hell do you still have my number?
Was whining to my parents about it, and Baba offered to get Mama to drive really close to him when he's on his bike, so that he'll fall into a longkang. Mama offered to post on his wall and scold him for the stupid messages. x)
How can I not love my family?!
Especially since I saw Baba's face when he caught me crying my eyes out last year on my birthday.
Could see the 180 degrees turn on his impression on him. And Mama agreeing that her princess is better than her replacement even though I can't cook and sew and stuff - that was just WOW! I guess she must be pretty pissed off to some extent to actually agree that he doesn't deserve me, even with all my faults. HAHAHA! x)
May I remind you, this is the mother who commented that I was the UGLIEST baby ever.
So for her to actually side with me, faults and all, meant a freaking lot to me. <3
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Three more months to THE DAY.
It felt like it was only last week when we made plans for this trip! *v*
Tickets are settled, accommodation paid for, shopping lists and to-do lists more or less planned...
And the bestest part ; WINTER CLOTHES!! :D
I am so loving my new pink coat. And unicorn-coloured scarf and hat.
And black/pink jacket. Aaaaand my gloves. :3
Mama was complaining that I didn't have to get the clothes here, because it'd be cheaper there.
I don't care! It's a trip of a lifetime, and I wanna look and feel nice! ^^v
And it's not like I'm getting married anytime soon, so I don't really need to save up like I did the past few years.
In a way I guess it was a blessing I became single again last year.
If I hadn't, I probably wouldn't have gone for the KL trip.
Wouldn't have gone through crazy times with the Cougars.
And the INSANE Whatsapp convos. HAHAHAHA!!
And definitely wouldn't have this trip to look forward to! ^^v
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Is it bad that whenever I see Dr NS, I feel like sitting down on his lap... And patting his hair?
Someone slap me, please!
I am so used to mentally molesting guys.
Because I'm fascinated with their ass, arms, voice etc.
But damn, Dr NS is an anomaly. -_-;
I seriously have NIL naughty thoughts about him.
I just want to pat his hair because he's is so FREAKING adorable!
His hairstyle is so dorky but I can't help finding it so cute.
Oh my god. Someone please please please drag me away from him.
Because I have a feeling I'll end up licking his hair like a cat after I pat his hair.
Maybe refer me to PSY as well, because this is definitely not normal for me.
Or for anyone, for that matter. x)
I finally understand why people are in disbelief when they find out I'm Malay.
Because my jaw dropped when I realized he's Malay too. HAHAHA!!
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Started laughing to myself in the wards the other day.
Because I realized that I've been using two items on an almost-daily basis that were from my first two exes, Reedwan and Sham. Reedwan's item was the Eeyore charm pendant, Sham's is the turtle keychain I use for my house keys.
I mean, I knew at the back of my mind that it was from them, laa.
I've been using Tum-Tum for years now, and the Eeyore pendant has been with me in the wards from day one.
It was initially on my name stamp, until I almost lost it when the chain snapped one day.
Ever since then I attached it to my name tag instead. x)
So all these years I've been explaining that I like Eeyores, and that my ex got me this pendant when we were still together. I didn't throw it away because 1) Reedwan's a nice guy, I had nice memories of our relationship. 2) He got me the pendant as a surprise. I didn't even asked for it - I just made a passing comment that it was such a cute Eeyore. And then he showed up with it the following week, and I was so touched. So I guess I kept it close to me to remind myself that guys really are capable of sweetness, and that a guy did love me alot, once upon a time.
I kept Tum-Tum because Sham got it for me, from Mini Toons.
He was always short on cash, so for him to get me something frivolous like a keychain just because we found it cute, meant alot to me. He even played with Tum-Tum and made jokes about him. I can't remember why exactly he decided to name the turtle Tum-Tum, but it stuck, hahaha. Things got bitter towards the end of the relationship, but I don't know why I still feel happy when I see Tum-Tum, and remember that one day at Suntec when he got me Tum-Tum.
So yea, about me suddenly laughing to myself in the ward.
It was around the time I got those two weird random "." Whatsapp messages from Fairuz.
It suddenly hit me like a ton of bricks that I was constantly using these two reminders of my exes, even when I was still with him. LOL. I can only conclude that I've become too desensitized to seeing the pendant and Tum-Tum over the years, up to the point where even though I know where they came from, it just didn't quite register in my head as "reminders of my exes".
And thinking back about how I happily still used them during the course of my last relationship... x)
Maybe it's only funny now because I find it HILARIOUS that I've been upset so many times because of his paranoia, when all along I had these two gifts. Kinda reminded me about the time he insisted he wanted to wear his white baju kurung, even though it was a set pair with his ex. I was unhappy, but what could I do?
So yea, that's why I found it so amusing.
It was kind of like payback for that, even though I realized it a few years too late.
Wasn't intentional on the payback thing, though! xP
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My patient snorted from laughter last night, about my comments on the Amazing SpiderMan.
It was his first time watching it and he asked me what I thought of it.
I told him it was fine, not a bad story, but my attention was mostly focused on Andrew Garfield.
And the scene where his ass jiggled when he dropped to the ground?
Totally unnecessary, but so totally worth the ticket price. HAHAHA!!
My patient just gave up on me after that. :P
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Someone was laughing when I said that I now have a new criteria for hubby candidacy ;
His mother better not be like someone I know. HAHAHAHA!!